1. It’s really hard to construct a composition when you are not sure about what you are going to write…

    I had dream this morning and I totally forget it. It’s one of those times when you had that dream wherein it’s one of the most beautiful.

    This time, twas really extraordinary. I really wanted to get up and blog so that I won’t forget about it but I’m afraid I won’t be able to sleep back again. I know, I have all the time to sleep again but I don’t know. It’s one of those lazy times…

    The dream has something to do with house. I could see my grandma maybe and there were people around our new house, most probably they are neighbors. The house was tall. I don’t know. I’m not sure if that’s really my grandma I was talking to but that woman made me realize something about reality in life. She opened my eyes to reality. All I could see is extravagance and in an instant that I said something, she snapped and then I immediately saw what’s real. That what I see right now which is beautiful turned into a not-ugly-one but what we can say as real. It’s like seeing color and suddenly the colors are gone. You’re not blind but everything is black and white.

    I was blinded by things that don’t matter. But once I saw reality, I appreciated its ‘beautifulness’

    I can’t say more which is by the way, really frustrating, but the focus of the dream is more about opening my eyes and paying attention to what matters the most. To not just go with the flow. To not go back to being a child and realize that what my naked eyes see don’t really matter. There is more than that. There will always be more than of what we think there is. That that’s all there is. There is something beyond and hidden. That is why there’s mystery. It’s a matter of figuring things out and discovering. Explore! It’s all you need to do!

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